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3rd June 2012

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My “perfect” person is someone who will sleep with me, whether its at night, or just during the day by taking naps. Sleeping with someone means “hey, I’m comfortable with you. And I trust you’ll still be there when I wake up.” Basically the two most important things in a relationship to me, feeling comfortable and having trust.

3rd June 2012

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Today was a really great day;;

I slept in and then got ready. My hair actually decided to work with me today and look decent, but wearing a dress was the biggest mistake. I went to one of my old bestfriends graduation parties with my friend and it was fun up until the end, but i’m still not exactly sure what happened? Oh well, I was happy to see my old bestfriend, I missed her even though it got a quite weird at the end. After that my friend and I went to McDonalds but didn’t eat so she could sign my yearbook, Sweetbay then i went with her to get her tires changed. After that, she dropped me off at my bestfriends house at 7. She ended up 2 and a half hours late for her shift at work and basically it was because of me. My bestfriend and best guy friend went to the mall then Coldstone and got icecream, then went to his house. That was fun. Later went with two different friends to buy them cigs, and then went back to my best guy friends house. At 11, we all went to Mcdonalds, then home by 12:30. I wish I could say I stayed sober all night, but I didn’t. And somehow I ended up being “relationship official” on FB with him?

I love the people I have in my life, i wouldn’t trade them for the world. I can honestly say I’m happy right now with where i am and where i am going. I have a constant smile on my face. I don’t argue anymore, I don’t cry every day and I don’t sweat the small stuff. I’ve realized i can’t expect things from people and more importantly, i can’t change them or their mind. If someone wants to be in my life, they will. Life’s about cherishing the things you have, not lingering on the things you don’t. So I’m doing just that, and I’m just living day by day.

G’night<3